Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm grumpy

grumpy grumpy grumpy grumpy grumpy grumpy grumpy grumpy

Doesn't make for a very good blog. Sorry to my fan(s).

I need to stop feeling sorry for myself.

Let's get some perspective!
a)I've got a wonderful loving husband and son. I love them more than anything and they love me.
b)I've lost 65 lbs! (without really even trying)
c)Jesus loves me and will provide even when we can't see the way.
d)That's pretty much all I need.

but ugh! it sucks when you can't see how it'll all work out.
Faith and surrender are tough.
I know that trusting in God is the only way. However, completely trusting is really tough.
It's tough to just give it all up. I want to know how it'll work out. I want to rely on myself.
But...that doesn't seem to be working.


Anonymous said...

It's not easy, but it's worth it.
(Remind me of that later, please)
You also have a family that adores you!
love you so much,

Anonymous said...

I concur with the Mama-
and I can think of lots of fans of yours on the blog and especially fans of Emily in life.
- the old man
- snickerdoodle
-Sissa and the fastest man alive
-Hermano and blue eyes

and more!
We love you


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